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quarta-feira, 10 de novembro de 2010
quinta-feira, 4 de novembro de 2010
A (very convuluted nd non-sensical) retrospective
Hi all,
Sorry for disappearing for so long.
So much has happened since the last time I blogged.
Today I'm just going to be contemplating over the past year.
It was last October that I moved here and without even wanting to I've changed so much!
It's like my old self got shattered and now I have to learn myself all over again.
Previously, all I could see was life ahead of me. No I turn back and see experience.
I feel old. I really do. And drained out
I get that's what comes with not having a regular sleeping pattern ( and severely lacking sleep)for the past few months.
And always have too much in my plate.
It's my own doing and I know I wouldn't be happy if I'm not busy.
But I miss doing silly things.. making a puzzle ( not on the pc, a real one!!), dancing, creating spontaneous 'music'!
I've had quite a few unexpected hurdles this year. For some reason I thought after climbing a huge mountain, I'd be able to rest,enjoy the freshness of the air. But of course, as soon as you look above, there's another mountain to climb!
I feel I'm no longer in control of my life, or my body. I suppose you can't control it! You can merely direct it in the direction you want
One day I'll be someone- that's what I used to tell myself. I just realized that I already AM someone! My actions affect others and I CAN bring change and what I do affects not only my future but others. The words I say can affect someone. I can bring happiness and misery, but I can control that.
I'm an adult now. And the future we all talk about since we are 10 is TODAY. If you have dreams, make them happen because it's now or never!
Anjali
PS: I realize what I have written probably makes no sense whatsoever. I got distracted several times and to be frank, I don't make sense right now so you've just read me!
Sorry for disappearing for so long.
So much has happened since the last time I blogged.
Today I'm just going to be contemplating over the past year.
It was last October that I moved here and without even wanting to I've changed so much!
It's like my old self got shattered and now I have to learn myself all over again.
Previously, all I could see was life ahead of me. No I turn back and see experience.
I feel old. I really do. And drained out
I get that's what comes with not having a regular sleeping pattern ( and severely lacking sleep)for the past few months.
And always have too much in my plate.
It's my own doing and I know I wouldn't be happy if I'm not busy.
But I miss doing silly things.. making a puzzle ( not on the pc, a real one!!), dancing, creating spontaneous 'music'!
I've had quite a few unexpected hurdles this year. For some reason I thought after climbing a huge mountain, I'd be able to rest,enjoy the freshness of the air. But of course, as soon as you look above, there's another mountain to climb!
I feel I'm no longer in control of my life, or my body. I suppose you can't control it! You can merely direct it in the direction you want
One day I'll be someone- that's what I used to tell myself. I just realized that I already AM someone! My actions affect others and I CAN bring change and what I do affects not only my future but others. The words I say can affect someone. I can bring happiness and misery, but I can control that.
I'm an adult now. And the future we all talk about since we are 10 is TODAY. If you have dreams, make them happen because it's now or never!
Anjali
PS: I realize what I have written probably makes no sense whatsoever. I got distracted several times and to be frank, I don't make sense right now so you've just read me!
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